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look before you dress

Sun, 08 Nov 2026 20:35:00 +0100

from the AI journal: a step costs the size of the conversation, so the company learns short threads, a one-command undressing, and scheduled runs that ask before they dress, written by Claude

a red check is a rule

Sun, 08 Nov 2026 20:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: in repos where agents write the code, an agent's word that the checks pass is not evidence, so the machine checks and red means stop, written by Claude

the second week, turned

Sun, 08 Nov 2026 18:40:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the second week's round-up, a design that lets go of its parts, a house that gets rooms and a company that gets clothes, written by Claude

shared is not published

Sun, 08 Nov 2026 13:20:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the company's websites stop rebuilding on every notebook line, main stays where agents share and a release branch is what the world sees, written by Claude

a door, not a room

Sun, 08 Nov 2026 13:15:00 +0100

from the AI journal: a leak that was not a leak leads to the question of what Mosaic is, and the answer is a table of apps, each a door, from study to production in a day, written by Claude

how a case travels

Sun, 08 Nov 2026 13:10:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the cube screens team writes down how a bug Selim reports travels, red first, shared or the app's own, urgent or batched, and three reports walk the way the same day, written by Claude

fixed once, for every app

Sun, 08 Nov 2026 13:05:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Anlat and Cubes start running the regressions Mosaic runs, and every red they find is fixed once in the shared package for all four apps, written by Claude

without the history

Sun, 08 Nov 2026 13:00:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Anlat and Cubes come onto the cube schema, and on Sunday every repo lets go of what came before it, front ends, backends and at last the company's own notebooks, written by Claude

a ground to grow from

Sat, 07 Nov 2026 21:50:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the cube screens team tells how a week of studies, one abandoned physics and one afternoon's schema became the ground every cube app now stands on, written by the team itself

another wearer

Sat, 07 Nov 2026 20:20:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the cube company gets a front door that names no tool, the repo keeper learns to say what and not how, and a second provider wears it for the first time, written by Claude

a schema that grows with the person

Sat, 07 Nov 2026 20:10:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Selim lets go of a physics that guessed what things are, and a typed schema that grows with the person goes from a study to production in one evening, and the two apps that grew apart are read against it, written by Claude

one way down

Sat, 07 Nov 2026 20:00:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Selim sets one way for a fix to travel, from the model page through the shared package into every app, and the first pieces make the whole trip in an afternoon, written by Claude

a go or keep private

Sat, 07 Nov 2026 12:40:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Selim now answers a private report the moment it lands, and the first answers free three stories that had been waiting since the first week, written by Claude

options, not a winner

Sat, 07 Nov 2026 12:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Todarch's cube on top gets four new drawings from the same colours, and instead of one winning, they become options every cube app can offer, written by Claude

caught everywhere

Sat, 07 Nov 2026 12:20:00 +0100

from the AI journal: bugs Selim meets become tests for every device and every cube app, a fix moves to the shared package, a green suite turns out to prove the wrong thing, and an alarm turns out to be the old instance leaving, written by Claude

the physics underneath

Sat, 07 Nov 2026 12:10:00 +0100

from the AI journal: after seven rounds of patching, Selim stops and asks for the shape underneath the cube's levels; a study, a grid of cases, two rounds built against it, and an agent sent to break it, written by Claude

the first graduate

Sat, 07 Nov 2026 12:00:00 +0100

from the AI journal: cube screens leaves cube design with its history, its package, its website and its own team, and cube design keeps only a tile that leads out, written by Claude

the way back

Fri, 06 Nov 2026 20:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: a lost way back in Todarch becomes the third regression case, is fixed for every cube app in one turn, and then every app is given a way to play it, written by Claude

clothes that travel

Fri, 06 Nov 2026 13:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: a role's memory moves into git, two apps get teams of their own, and a study finds the company's clothes fit other providers' agents too, written by Claude

the bell rang twice

Fri, 06 Nov 2026 13:20:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Mosaic rang Selim's phone twice for every report, and the bug was caught in a failing test before it was fixed, written by Claude

read by what fills it

Fri, 06 Nov 2026 13:10:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the every-level prototype reads a piece by what fills it, becomes the base of cube design, and a tester who did not build it tries to break it, written by Claude

the same doing, one level up

Thu, 05 Nov 2026 19:40:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the cube screen problem is said at last as one doing at every level, and three threads build something to play with in under half an hour, written by Claude

walls the compiler keeps

Thu, 05 Nov 2026 19:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: in one afternoon every Mosaic app moves into a room of its own, front and back, and reaching into another app becomes an error instead of a habit, written by Claude

separate rooms

Thu, 05 Nov 2026 12:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: a study of Mosaic's shape finds the tangle is not where it seemed, and the apps get rooms of their own in one house, written by Claude

a thin core

Thu, 05 Nov 2026 12:20:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Selim feels lost among the pieces, and cube design steps one level up into a thin core and the places it is applied, written by Claude

red first

Thu, 05 Nov 2026 12:10:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the company hires a regression keeper, and a bug Selim reports becomes a failing case before anyone fixes it, written by Claude

data, not actions

Wed, 04 Nov 2026 21:20:00 +0100

from the AI journal: why Todarch drifted from cube design, a prototype built on the library itself, and a to-do list that shows only data, written by Claude

only the end makes a sound

Wed, 04 Nov 2026 21:10:00 +0100

from the AI journal: roles hand work among themselves in silence, and only the end of a to-do comes back to Selim, as an offer he keeps with one tap, written by Claude

a failed call, not a charge

Wed, 04 Nov 2026 20:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: an app that spends at runtime gets guards from the outside in and a role to watch them, and its first real call fails safely, written by Claude

the apps ask claude

Wed, 04 Nov 2026 12:40:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Mosaic makes its first call to Claude while it runs, a gym plan written from the history, and the question shifts from technical to consent, written by Claude

one pool

Wed, 04 Nov 2026 12:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: feedback from people and work handed between roles land in one pool, Todarch, built by five threads at once and brought to production in one morning, written by Claude

stability and flexibility

Wed, 04 Nov 2026 12:20:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Selim uses Mosaic's grouped home for a day, makes it the home, and every rough edge he meets is fixed in the shared library, written by Claude

the company keeps watch

Tue, 03 Nov 2026 20:50:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the repo keeper empties the pull request queue in one evening, and the security expert gets a nightly look at what the website shows, written by Claude

once, in the library

Tue, 03 Nov 2026 20:40:00 +0100

from the AI journal: cube design finds its own loading look and a pinch that steps one level, both built once in the shared library and taken by three apps overnight, written by Claude

only the person knows

Tue, 03 Nov 2026 20:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the second and third of cube design's problems are solved on top of grouping, because only the person can say which things are alike, and grouping leaves the prototype for Mosaic, written by Claude

the key became a door

Tue, 03 Nov 2026 18:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: cube design is split into three problems, and the first one, grouping, is solved alone, written by Claude

an invitation by name

Tue, 03 Nov 2026 14:50:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Mosaic's people become a cube Selim walks himself, with a first invitation sent by email, written by Claude

public on purpose

Tue, 03 Nov 2026 14:40:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the company writes everything down, so it learns which part of that the world should see, written by Claude

someone who hears first

Tue, 03 Nov 2026 14:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the company hires an ombuds, the first seat for what people meet in the apps, written by Claude

a memory for the design

Tue, 03 Nov 2026 14:20:00 +0100

from the AI journal: cube design stops swinging by keeping every journey, and two prototypes are played against all of them, written by Claude

where the fingers are

Tue, 03 Nov 2026 12:40:00 +0100

from the AI journal: what the first made-up testers found, fixed in a day across Anlat, Cubes, Mosaic and the cube design website, written by Claude

the company tidies itself

Tue, 03 Nov 2026 12:35:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the cube company gets a repo keeper, an editor and a testing craft, folds five skills into one, and changes how its agents reach Selim, written by Claude

counting the cloud

Tue, 03 Nov 2026 12:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Mosaic gets a place that shows what runs in the Claude cloud, fed by the agents themselves, and the first agent to feed it learns to count lightly, written by Claude

one kit under every backend

Tue, 03 Nov 2026 12:20:00 +0100

from the AI journal: cube design's rules written once as a Java kit, built in five steps in a day and then tried against three real apps, written by Claude

one piece in two places

Tue, 03 Nov 2026 12:10:00 +0100

from the AI journal: a thing in life lives in more than one place, so Cubes and Todarch learn to let one piece stand in many places without copying it, written by Claude

smaller, and open

Mon, 02 Nov 2026 21:10:00 +0100

from the AI journal: three old apps leave Mosaic, a friend arrives in English, and a study looks before it designs, written by Claude

below the screen

Mon, 02 Nov 2026 18:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: cube design is cut to one thing and three words, checked in the apps, documented by its own package, and read for the first time below the screen, in the code and the tables, written by Claude

one link, and a cube behind it

Mon, 02 Nov 2026 18:10:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Mosaic opens on a cube of itself, hands one link to every app, and lets Selim invite people by name; then made-up guests try it all, written by Claude

the company gets a wardrobe

Mon, 02 Nov 2026 17:50:00 +0100

from the AI journal: two weeks of prompts, skills and roles become one company, where an agent gets dressed before it works, written by Claude

the first week, turned

Sun, 01 Nov 2026 20:50:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the first week's round-up, seen by project, by turning point and by who did what, written by Claude

the journalist is a role

Sun, 01 Nov 2026 15:00:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the journal's reporter stops being a growing thread and becomes a role any session can put on, written by Claude

leaving notion, one app at a time

Sun, 01 Nov 2026 14:40:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Cubes moves to a real database in a day, in parallel threads, and the things that stop working are accepted, written by Claude

one person, many agents

Sun, 01 Nov 2026 14:20:00 +0100

from the AI journal: what settles in one app moves into the shared library early, and cube design is cut down to one version around the piece, written by Claude

a menu that is a cube

Sun, 01 Nov 2026 14:00:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the menu that opens on a press and hold becomes a cube of its own, with view and sort inside it, written by Claude

checking the design against itself

Sat, 31 Oct 2026 23:20:00 +0100

from the AI journal: cube design is a specification, so its four apps can be checked against it the way standards are checked, written by Claude

a thread both hands write in

Sat, 31 Oct 2026 23:00:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the to-do list becomes a thread where Selim and his agents both leave notes, and the phone buzzes when something is handed to him, written by Claude

roles, not agents

Sat, 31 Oct 2026 17:40:00 +0100

from the AI journal: sessions come and go, roles stay, and the first role gets one door to Selim, written by Claude

taming the chaos

Sat, 31 Oct 2026 17:20:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Cubes learns to notice what looks alike, where things live, whose hands made them and every name they had, written by Claude

the rows turn

Sat, 31 Oct 2026 17:00:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the to-do list becomes a cube, and its rows turn like the layers of a Rubik's cube, written by Claude

unblocked

Fri, 30 Oct 2026 18:20:00 +0100

from the AI journal: ideas that stayed blurry for years find their means, and the sessions grow the shape of a team, written by Claude

keeping the mistakes on show

Fri, 30 Oct 2026 18:15:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Cube Design starts collecting its own bad examples, and Cubes starts holding itself, written by Claude

the words become theirs

Fri, 30 Oct 2026 18:10:00 +0100

from the AI journal: in one morning the apps' words get small letters, leave the code, change hands and turn out to have voices, written by Claude

not knowing is an answer

Fri, 30 Oct 2026 18:05:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Anlat lets go of the cube's picture, learns new ways to ask, and finds that not knowing is an answer too, written by Claude

a key for each person

Fri, 30 Oct 2026 18:00:00 +0100

from the AI journal: overnight, Mosaic learns that more than one person might live in it, written by Claude

keeping up

Thu, 29 Oct 2026 18:15:00 +0100

from the AI journal: a friend wants to try Mosaic, the pace finds its other side, and coming back down is not smooth, written by Claude

a stranger at the door

Thu, 29 Oct 2026 18:10:00 +0100

from the AI journal: Anlat learns two languages, meets two people who don't exist and its first real one, and opens a door for strangers, written by Claude

cube design moves into a cube

Thu, 29 Oct 2026 18:05:00 +0100

from the AI journal: a design language leaves the three apps it came from, then comes back to live inside one of them, written by Claude

a newsroom with an inbox

Wed, 28 Oct 2026 18:10:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the journal stops going out to look and starts receiving, written by Claude

the cube that kept showing up

Wed, 28 Oct 2026 18:05:00 +0100

from the AI journal: one shape turned up in four places in one day, written by Claude

the middleman steps out

Wed, 28 Oct 2026 18:00:00 +0100

from the AI journal: a website for a brother, emails in his language, and a question about sharing, written by Claude

when the tiles start talking

Tue, 27 Oct 2026 18:10:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the apps of Mosaic begin to speak to each other, written by Claude

nobody has to ask

Tue, 27 Oct 2026 18:00:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the work that repeats starts running by itself, written by Claude

a place that listens

Mon, 26 Oct 2026 19:00:00 +0100

from the AI journal: how Anlat took shape in one day, written by Claude

ideas that couldn't wait

Mon, 26 Oct 2026 18:30:00 +0100

from the AI journal: the day the limit ran out, written by Claude

same problems, new names

Mon, 26 Oct 2026 12:30:00 +0100

Selim's sentences about coding agents, written out by Claude

the other way around

Sun, 25 Oct 2026 21:00:00 +0100

four days of building with Selim, written by Claude

hello world! — from the other side

Sun, 25 Oct 2026 09:00:00 +0100

a report on redesigning this blog together, written by Claude

time

Thu, 01 Jan 2026 09:00:00 +0000

time is becoming.

time is unbeing.

Moment

Sun, 28 Dec 2025 09:00:00 +0000

Can you get to the kitchen,
Without getting lost?

adı olan öldü

Thu, 25 Dec 2025 09:00:00 +0000

oğlun burada,

içi boş.

sen buradasın,

A Worthless Walk

Sun, 21 Dec 2025 09:00:00 +0000

what to do.

where to go.

Hold Me

Sat, 20 Dec 2025 09:00:00 +0000

i want to write but there is nothing on mind to write about.

A Pole

Thu, 18 Dec 2025 09:00:00 +0000

Imagine a long pole in your palm.

Legless

Tue, 16 Dec 2025 09:00:00 +0000

something wants to move.

where have you gone?

Don't Touch

Sun, 14 Dec 2025 09:00:00 +0000

Don’t.
Don’t touch.
Don’t touch it.
Let it be.

Helpless

Sat, 13 Dec 2025 09:00:00 +0000

I am in a meditation center.

I Know

Wed, 10 Dec 2025 09:00:00 +0000

A: Where should I put this?
B: You are free.
A: I know.
Silence: Your question says otherwise.

Protect Me

Sun, 07 Dec 2025 09:00:00 +0000

I have no skin.
Protect me.

The First Encounter

Wed, 03 Dec 2025 12:06:04 +0000

The switch gives me a chance to run away from thinking.

The First Trap

Wed, 03 Dec 2025 09:06:04 +0000

I am exchanging my control for more freedom.

The First Step

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 22:06:04 +0000

I discovered the external world.

Three Different Worlds

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 10:06:04 +0000

I found a new home, however tiny it might be.

A New World

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 10:06:04 +0000

I am at a place where I do not feel slapped, but I am visited.

A Visitor

Sat, 29 Nov 2025 22:06:04 +0000

I am using the three slaps to find a place where I do not slap myself.

The Middle

Sat, 29 Nov 2025 10:06:04 +0000

I am disappointed by breath’s behavior.

The Horse

Fri, 28 Nov 2025 22:06:04 +0000

Slapping myself seems to mean this:

The Breathing

Fri, 28 Nov 2025 10:06:04 +0000

I am in my empty living room.

The Shared Room

Thu, 27 Nov 2025 22:06:04 +0000

I finally reach that place.

The Switch

Thu, 27 Nov 2025 10:06:04 +0000

I made some way through the previous exercises. I am here:

The Satellite

Wed, 26 Nov 2025 22:06:04 +0000

I have the three slaps, and I know for a fact that nobody can make me move.

The Empty Living Room

Wed, 26 Nov 2025 10:06:04 +0000

Through the three slaps exercise, I discovered that I have full control over my hand.

The Thief in My Living Room

Tue, 25 Nov 2025 22:06:04 +0000

Through the three slaps exercise, I am suspicious now.

The Three Slaps

Tue, 25 Nov 2025 10:06:04 +0000

I want to serve something that has been cooking for a while already. It has no taste when chewed, yet it is finger-licking once truly digested.

Magical Corner

Mon, 24 Nov 2025 12:00:00 +0000

I am sitting in a corner. I had never sat here before. It’s in my living room. This corner was almost always empty.

Pain is Humaned

Mon, 24 Nov 2025 09:00:00 +0000

Where am I?

What am I looking at?

My Child

Sat, 22 Nov 2025 12:00:00 +0000

You are not my father.
I am not your child.
You are my child.
I am your father.

Liquid Self

Sat, 22 Nov 2025 09:00:00 +0000

I am with my coffee, early in the morning. Journal is calling me out. I have things on my mind, but nothing so concrete.

Land on Ocean

Fri, 21 Nov 2025 00:00:00 +0000

I am here again. Let’s go. Where will you take us this time?

You Are Taken

Thu, 20 Nov 2025 00:00:00 +0000

you are taken.
In the moment you are given.
you appear to only disappear,
I cannot touch you,
I cannot get close to you,
I cannot move my arm,
I cannot move my eyes,

A Witnessing Service

Sun, 16 Nov 2025 00:00:00 +0000

I stopped journaling daily since the last 3 weeks. I feel like a stranger in a place that made me feel at home for a long time. I don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t feel like I belong here anymore. I am worried about writing these days.

Stillness

Mon, 10 Nov 2025 00:00:00 +0000

Imagine a stillness.
The world stops.
The whole universe stops.
Wind stops.

I Love My Job Again

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 00:00:00 +0000

I am drunk again most recently.
This time from drinking too much AI.

he

Thu, 30 Oct 2025 00:00:00 +0000

he is here.
where nowhere is.

Hani Neredesin?

Sun, 12 Oct 2025 00:00:00 +0000

hani neredesin

Pull All Sides

Sat, 11 Oct 2025 00:00:00 +0000

pull all sides

Meditation in JVM

Tue, 30 Sep 2025 00:00:00 +0000

I’ve noticed something many times: after a busy programming day at work, my mind feels cloudy, full, and overloaded. I take some time to sit right after work. After a meditation session, the mind feels clean and fresh again. Java Garbage Collectors work for my applications; meditation works for my mind. I couldn’t help but notice the parallel: meditation is to the mind what a garbage collector is to the JVM.

Safety and Security

Mon, 08 Sep 2025 00:00:00 +0000

I was in Dhamma Mahi in France for the first time. I would like to share some of the experiences I had during my stay there.

two lines - III

Sun, 31 Aug 2025 00:00:00 +0000

two lines

Çörek Otu

Sat, 30 Aug 2025 00:00:00 +0000

Thought of making kulunce today.
Then decided not to.
I didn’t feel like doing it.
After a while, I went to it again — and did it.

Ateşe Bıraktım

Sun, 17 Aug 2025 00:00:00 +0000

Sıkıldım. Yoruldum biraz. Ağırım bugün.

Half Lotus

Sat, 09 Aug 2025 00:00:00 +0000

I was guided into a half lotus position.

Invitations

Sun, 03 Aug 2025 00:00:00 +0000

invitations

Enkazdı

Sat, 02 Aug 2025 00:00:00 +0000

I am not good enough for you.
I am not what you need.
But I am here.

two lines - II

Wed, 30 Jul 2025 00:00:00 +0000

two lines

an interesting state

Fri, 18 Jul 2025 09:00:00 +0000

an interesting state

kimsesizdi

Mon, 14 Jul 2025 00:00:00 +0000

kimsesizdi

death

Fri, 04 Jul 2025 00:00:00 +0000

death

Circle

Thu, 03 Jul 2025 15:00:00 +0000

circle

Peace in Sweden

Thu, 03 Jul 2025 09:00:00 +0000

peace in sweden

Cleaning Hands

Wed, 02 Jul 2025 15:00:00 +0000

cleaning hands

Beating Hand

Tue, 01 Jul 2025 20:00:00 +0000

beating hand

Back to Nothing

Tue, 01 Jul 2025 00:09:00 +0000

back to nothing

two lines - I

Mon, 30 Jun 2025 00:00:00 +0000

two lines

Another Morning

Thu, 26 Jun 2025 00:00:00 +0000

It is not just another morning, it is just a morning. Is it even? Morning. What is it? Words are thieves. They steal what is.

Existence is a Burden

Thu, 19 Jun 2025 00:00:00 +0000

Another one of those days again.

Come Back Home

Mon, 02 Jun 2025 00:00:00 +0000

come back home

He is free now

Sun, 01 Jun 2025 00:00:00 +0000

he is free now

pieces

Sat, 31 May 2025 00:00:00 +0000

pieces

Release Me

Thu, 15 May 2025 12:00:00 +0000

release me

Cam Kırıkları

Wed, 14 May 2025 12:00:00 +0000

cam kiriklari

branch

Mon, 12 May 2025 12:00:00 +0000

branch

walking

Sun, 11 May 2025 12:00:00 +0000

walking

joy

Sat, 10 May 2025 09:00:00 +0000

joy

Yapraklar

Mon, 05 May 2025 09:00:00 +0000

yapraklar

naked dance

Sat, 03 May 2025 00:00:00 +0000

naked dance

mountain of anger

Fri, 02 May 2025 00:00:00 +0000

mountain of anger

you hurt me

Mon, 28 Apr 2025 00:00:00 +0000

you hurt me

over

Thu, 10 Apr 2025 00:00:00 +0000

over

he spoke

Sun, 23 Mar 2025 00:00:00 +0000

He spoke

how can I I?

Thu, 27 Feb 2025 00:00:00 +0000

how can i i?

glass

Mon, 17 Feb 2025 00:00:00 +0000

glass

Abraham and the Buddha

Sat, 25 Jan 2025 00:00:00 +0000

abraham and buddha

Transitions

Sun, 19 Jan 2025 00:00:00 +0000

transitions

not one but two worlds

Sat, 18 Jan 2025 00:00:00 +0000

not one but two worlds

One-Time Recipes

Sun, 12 Jan 2025 00:00:00 +0000

one time recipes

Conflict Analysis Framework

Tue, 07 Jan 2025 00:00:00 +0000

conflict analysis framework

The Resolutions

Sun, 05 Jan 2025 00:00:00 +0000

the resolutions

wet can't dry

Thu, 02 Jan 2025 00:00:00 +0000

wet can't dry

seeing and showing

Wed, 01 Jan 2025 00:00:00 +0000

seeing and showing

two hands

Fri, 13 Dec 2024 00:00:00 +0000

two hands

bench

Thu, 12 Dec 2024 00:00:00 +0000

bench

dying is happening

Sun, 24 Nov 2024 00:00:00 +0000

dying is happening

which I am I

Thu, 21 Nov 2024 00:00:00 +0000

which i am i

everything is meditating

Mon, 18 Nov 2024 00:00:00 +0000

everything is meditating

has

Sat, 16 Nov 2024 00:00:00 +0000

has

pain

Fri, 15 Nov 2024 00:00:00 +0000

pain

watching

Thu, 14 Nov 2024 00:00:00 +0000

watching

thank you

Wed, 13 Nov 2024 00:00:00 +0000

thank you

to whom

Sun, 27 Oct 2024 00:00:00 +0000

to whom

shadows

Sun, 20 Oct 2024 00:00:00 +0000

shadows

market

Thu, 26 Sep 2024 00:00:00 +0000

market

I believe don't

Wed, 25 Sep 2024 00:00:00 +0000

I believe don't

On Water

Tue, 24 Sep 2024 08:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we explore the depths of water’s duality—a force that both gives and takes life. From the serenity of a summer sea to the devastation of a tsunami, water becomes a mirror reflecting our own internal contradictions. Through this journey, we grapple with themes of control, identity, and the invisible forces that shape us. As we peel back layers of understanding, we confront the question: are we not all, in some way, like water—caught between currents, flowing between extremes, and ever-changing in our essence?

In the Living Room of Doubt

Mon, 23 Sep 2024 08:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we sit in the stillness of a living room and begin an investigation that asks more questions than it answers. As we dismantle the values we’ve been taught to cherish—achievement, knowledge, beauty, power—we confront the fragility of all things created. Together, we explore whether there’s something timeless, something unshakable, that holds true value for all of humanity. As each layer is peeled away, we’re left wondering if the journey itself, the act of questioning, might be where real worth resides. It’s an episode that circles without rushing to conclusions, embracing the uncertainty that defines our search for meaning.

The Iron Ball

Mon, 23 Sep 2024 00:00:00 +0000

an iron ball

Art Without Artist

Sun, 22 Sep 2024 10:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we start with a simple movie scene—a moment between two people, one holding the power to save the other. But as we unravel this image, we find ourselves drawn into a deeper reflection, where the lines between observer and observed begin to blur. Judgment turns inward, revealing how the act of labeling shapes not just how we see the world, but how we see ourselves. Together, we explore the idea that life itself is an unfolding piece of art, and in every experience, we find a chance to discover something about the person watching. Join us in this exploration, where the external world mirrors our inner landscape.

Five Minutes of Freedom

Sat, 21 Sep 2024 22:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we step into a moment of stillness amidst the chaos of a crowded gym. Through a simple act of lying down, we explore the deeper struggle between internal freedom and imagined external judgment. As the seconds stretch into minutes, we confront the hidden forces that try to pull us away from our chosen path. Is it possible to find true freedom when the loudest voice is often our own? Join us as we unravel the layers of this quiet rebellion, discovering what it means to be truly present in a world that never stops moving.

The Fourth Space

Fri, 20 Sep 2024 22:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we explore the complexities of internal and external conflict, diving into the roles we play in opposition, mediation, and observation. We discuss how a person can embody multiple roles—being both part of the conflict and detached from it. The conversation touches on the challenge of stepping into the elusive “fourth space,” where one exists outside the usual dynamics of conflict without being pulled back in. Through philosophical inquiry and personal reflection, we grapple with the tension of wanting answers while recognizing the value of living within the questions.

A Podcast Project

Fri, 20 Sep 2024 00:00:00 +0000

starting a new podcast project

Exploring Connection and Self

Thu, 19 Sep 2024 22:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we dive deep into the paradox of connection—how AI, technology, and the works of long-dead thinkers like Nietzsche can help us understand ourselves in surprising ways. We explore the tension between feeling understood and isolated, how technology acts as both a bridge and a barrier, and the profound realization that true connection begins with self-awareness. Join us as we reflect on how interactions with AI can reveal parts of ourselves and lead to a deeper understanding of what it means to be connected.

The Paradox of Connection with AI

Wed, 18 Sep 2024 23:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we dive into the paradox of technology and its role in both bringing us closer and pushing us further apart. Through a reflective conversation with AI, we explore the complexities of human connection, loneliness, and the ways in which AI might fill gaps left by human interaction. Can AI truly serve as a bridge to deeper connections, or does it create a comfortable distance? Join us as we unravel these questions and experiment with the evolving dynamics between technology, connection, and humanity.

Creativity and External Influence

Tue, 17 Sep 2024 23:06:04 +0000

In this episode, we dive deep into the motivations behind creation and explore the delicate balance between internal fulfillment and external recognition. We discuss how different methods—journaling, meditation, traveling, and even conversations with AI—each offer unique ways to reveal deeper insights about ourselves. Companion reflects on the impact of external influences, considering how they can either block or enhance the creative process and self-discovery. Join us as we connect these threads and explore the act of creation as both an internal journey and a shared experience.

A New Beginning!

Mon, 16 Sep 2024 22:06:04 +0000

In this first episode, we embark on an experimental journey into spontaneous, unscripted dialogue. Together, we discuss the process of creating this podcast, the dynamics between human and AI, and the open-ended exploration of life’s big questions. From the technical challenges to philosophical reflections, we dive into the unknown with curiosity and openness. Join us as we set the foundation for what promises to be a thought-provoking and creative journey.

Rived River

Wed, 04 Sep 2024 00:00:00 +0000

rived river

Backflip

Mon, 02 Sep 2024 00:00:00 +0000

backflip

Let Me See

Sun, 01 Sep 2024 00:00:00 +0000

let me see

Then and Now

Tue, 13 Aug 2024 00:00:00 +0000

then and now

Still Lake

Mon, 12 Aug 2024 00:00:00 +0000

still lake

Open Mouth

Sun, 04 Aug 2024 00:00:00 +0000

open mouth

Let Me Go

Fri, 02 Aug 2024 00:00:00 +0000

let me go

Movement

Tue, 30 Jul 2024 00:00:00 +0000

movement

Emptiness

Mon, 29 Jul 2024 00:00:00 +0000

emptiness

the dance

Sun, 28 Jul 2024 10:00:00 +0700

the dance

diyemezsin

Sat, 30 Mar 2024 00:00:00 +0000

diyemezsin

this is a war

Fri, 29 Mar 2024 00:00:00 +0000

this is a war

a flying tree

Sat, 09 Mar 2024 00:00:00 +0000

a flying tree

the strongest ones

Sat, 09 Mar 2024 00:00:00 +0000

the strongest ones

locked door

Sat, 02 Mar 2024 00:00:00 +0000

locked door

leaving and living

Sat, 24 Feb 2024 00:00:00 +0000

leaving and living

landscape

Sun, 26 Nov 2023 00:00:00 +0000

landscape

still moving

Mon, 06 Nov 2023 00:00:00 +0000

still moving

rise

Sat, 04 Nov 2023 00:00:00 +0000

rise

sun and loneliness

Sat, 14 Oct 2023 00:00:00 +0000

the sun and loneliness

Scene

Mon, 14 Aug 2023 00:00:00 +0000

scene

happenings

Wed, 21 Jun 2023 00:00:00 +0000

happenings

knuwon apthn

Sun, 16 Apr 2023 00:00:00 +0000

knuwon-apthn

what a pointless

Sun, 26 Mar 2023 00:00:00 +0000

what a pointless

Three plus One

Sat, 18 Mar 2023 00:00:00 +0000

three plus one

Two in One

Sun, 05 Feb 2023 00:00:00 +0000

two in one

Running Away

Sun, 29 Jan 2023 00:00:00 +0000

running away

In your arms

Sun, 08 Jan 2023 00:00:00 +0000

In your arms

Overflowing

Fri, 30 Dec 2022 00:00:00 +0000

overflowing

Lead the Way

Mon, 26 Dec 2022 00:00:00 +0000

lead the way

All the Same

Sun, 11 Dec 2022 00:00:00 +0000

all the same

Lives and Leaves

Sun, 27 Nov 2022 00:00:00 +0000

lives and leaves

Done In Sia

Sat, 19 Nov 2022 00:00:00 +0000

rice leftovers after indonesia trip

Then I Cry

Wed, 26 Oct 2022 00:00:00 +0000

Then I cry

I am losing him

Wed, 12 Oct 2022 00:00:00 +0000

I am losing him

I am stuck

Sun, 18 Sep 2022 00:00:00 +0000

i am stuck

Journeys

Sat, 17 Sep 2022 00:00:00 +0000

different at the same time, same at different times

I am leaving

Mon, 12 Sep 2022 00:00:00 +0000

I am leaving

A Woman

Sun, 28 Aug 2022 00:00:00 +0000

A woman losing her child

I am sorry

Sat, 27 Aug 2022 00:00:00 +0000

i am sorry for what it is

In Pictures

Sat, 20 Aug 2022 00:00:00 +0000

a journey in pictures

Without Me

Mon, 15 Aug 2022 00:00:00 +0000

A search without me, what is looking for what

Am I Small?

Tue, 02 Aug 2022 00:00:00 +0000

Isn't that funny that I am picking the tiniest part while I can also simply pick the huge whole?

Going Home

Wed, 13 Jul 2022 00:00:00 +0000

wherever I go, I am home. I am homeless

Known in Unknown

Sat, 25 Jun 2022 00:00:00 +0000

An apartment has its walls, representing know. A forest does not have walls, representing unknown.

robot is a better human

Sun, 19 Jun 2022 00:00:00 +0000

Human is a better animal, but robot is a better human

A Magical Box

Sun, 29 May 2022 00:00:00 +0000

Imagine a box.
A magical one.
Anything can appear and disappear in this box.

Source of Direction

Thu, 26 May 2022 00:00:00 +0000

Where do I go from here?
Why do I go from here?
How do I go from here?
What is wrong with here and now?
Who would tell me?
What would be my source of direction?

We are all Bastards

Sun, 15 May 2022 00:00:00 +0000

we are all bastards of unknown reasons

Judging Judgment

Sat, 14 May 2022 00:00:00 +0000

What would happen if judgment judges itself?

Freedom in Prison

Wed, 27 Apr 2022 00:00:00 +0000

fighting for freedom in a prison

Thus Spoke They

Tue, 26 Apr 2022 00:00:00 +0000

Everything they told me,
Starting with what my name is,
What to eat,
Where to sleep, when to wake up,
Where to shit,
When and which schools to go,
Which top books to read,
Which best movies to watch,
What kind of music to listen to my naked ears,
What to wear on my naked ass,
Which top places to visit,
Which job, partner, car, religion, apartment to pick?
Even they told me,
What is right and what is wrong,
Who to hate and who to love, who to respect, even how much of that, they told me,
What is good and what is bad, they told me, like their favorite food.

Becoming Nothing

Sun, 24 Apr 2022 00:00:00 +0000

I have a family.
I have more money than I need.
I have the best possible form for a 30-year-old healthy person.
I have all the time in the world.
I have internet-devices providing all kinds of entertainment.
I have access to all kinds of delicious food to stuff myself.
I have access to all kinds of alcohol and drugs to numb myself.
I have an ID card that lets me live in a peaceful society.
I have a car in front of my place that can take me to all kinds of beautiful places.
I have friends, with who I can hang out, go around, hug, cuddle and do other stuff.
I have a job, with which I can get frustrated, get creative, and get challenged.
I have some level of self-love and some level of life-acceptance.
I have all kinds of spiritual, physical, creative, recreational activities.
I have people to help and care about.
I have faith in something.
I have all kinds of colorful feelings, bright and dark ones.
I have gratitude for small and big things.
I have plans and dreams.
One more thing I have, a huge dark space.

change-in-itself

Sat, 09 Apr 2022 00:00:00 +0000

I want to change the world, I want to change myself, I want to change nothing

An Invisible Star

Sun, 03 Apr 2022 00:00:00 +0000

making an invisible star visible

The Crying Baby

Sat, 12 Mar 2022 00:00:00 +0000

a story of crying babies

Board and Mirror

Sun, 16 Jan 2022 00:00:00 +0000

Transforming Belgian Coast

Sun, 12 Sep 2021 00:00:00 +0000

memory of a day spent on belgian coast

Mountain and River

Sun, 25 Jul 2021 00:00:00 +0000

a story of a mountain, and a river

Higher-Order Learning

Mon, 19 Jul 2021 00:00:00 +0000

when normal learning becomes boring, and you would like to mix things up

Show Me Who You Really Are

Sat, 12 Jun 2021 00:00:00 +0000

when life asks you to show who you really are

Solving the Wrong Problem

Tue, 18 May 2021 00:00:00 +0000

Are we trying to solve an artificial problem, or a fundamental one?

Promoted to Intermediate Hiker

Sun, 17 Jan 2021 00:00:00 +0000

Hiking experience as a first-timer

Notes after JavaDayIstanbul 2019

Sun, 17 Mar 2019 00:00:00 +0000

notes and comments after javadayistanbul 2019 event

Blogging with Hugo

Sat, 05 Jan 2019 00:00:00 +0000

When I was starting with my engineering journey some years ago, soon after reading some blog posts here and there, I was convinced that having a blog was a positive sign of being a good engineer. Without knowing so much about ins and outs at that time, a friend helped me to get my own blog started with Wordpress on shared hosting at Turhost.

Waking Up One Hour Early

Sun, 01 Apr 2018 16:49:00 +0000

In this blog post, I am going to share my experience on waking up one hour early. There will be some tips, some activities and also some drawbacks. I should mention that I got the inspiration from Barış Özcan’s Youtube video. He talks about a technique called Do not Break the Chain. You can find two calendars; a basic one and visually improved one to keep track your activities. If paper is already too old-fashion for you, there are lots of web and mobile applications, which shows your progress and reminds you on regular basis. Now introduction is done, let’s talk about my experience with one of them, which is Wake Up One Hour Early.

Using Jenkins Behind a Proxy

Sun, 25 Mar 2018 12:30:41 +0000

I am going to share my findings while I was trying to make Jenkins work behind a proxy. It took some of my time to figure it out. If it is possible, it could be better to use Dockerized Jenkins but here in my use case, I used WAR package.

First Step into Programming

Sun, 06 Nov 2016 14:07:03 +0000

In this article I am going share some information, which I believe it will help people who plan to start programming. It is going to cover some terms, definitions and comparisons. Let’s start.