Without Me
A search continues, without me.
I am not part of the search.
I cannot stop it, I cannot help it.
My eye sees without me.
My tongue tastes without me.
My heart beats without me.
I cannot stop it, I cannot help it.
I am in crowd but I feel lonely.
I am safe but I feel scared.
I am not in control.
I am free but I feel imprisoned.
I am relieved but I feel uncomfortable.
I am dying in the most life-saving way.
I cannot stop it, I cannot help it.
I don’t know what is looking for what.
I don’t think I can understand either.
I need to stop, I need to die, to get there.
I live you, my life.
I cannot stop it, I cannot help it.