We are all Bastards

We were supposed to be their solutions, not their problems. We were supposed to be the source of unconditional love for them. We were supposed to be trophies on their shelves. We were supposed to be solutions to their problems. Now we are trying to solve those same problems in the same way. ...

May 15, 2022 · 1 min

Judging Judgment

Let’s divide time in three parts and move between them. Those are yesterday, today, and tomorrow. Also, past, present/now, future. This division works for the life of an individual in the same way for the history of humanity. Let’s time-travel our judgment. What would happen if judgment judges itself? How does judgment affects living our lives? ...

May 14, 2022 · 3 min

Freedom in Prison

Who is a free human? What is a prison? What is freedom to a baby born into a prison? ...

April 27, 2022 · 4 min

Thus Spoke They

Everything they told me, Starting with what my name is, What to eat, Where to sleep, when to wake up, Where to shit, When and which schools to go, Which top books to read, Which best movies to watch, What kind of music to listen to my naked ears, What to wear on my naked ass, Which top places to visit, Which job, partner, car, religion, apartment to pick? Even they told me, What is right and what is wrong, Who to hate and who to love, who to respect, even how much of that, they told me, What is good and what is bad, they told me, like their favorite food. ...

April 26, 2022 · 1 min

Becoming Nothing

I have a family. I have more money than I need. I have the best possible form for a 30-year-old healthy person. I have all the time in the world. I have internet-devices providing all kinds of entertainment. I have access to all kinds of delicious food to stuff myself. I have access to all kinds of alcohol and drugs to numb myself. I have an ID card that lets me live in a peaceful society. I have a car in front of my place that can take me to all kinds of beautiful places. I have friends, with who I can hang out, go around, hug, cuddle and do other stuff. I have a job, with which I can get frustrated, get creative, and get challenged. I have some level of self-love and some level of life-acceptance. I have all kinds of spiritual, physical, creative, recreational activities. I have people to help and care about. I have faith in something. I have all kinds of colorful feelings, bright and dark ones. I have gratitude for small and big things. I have plans and dreams. One more thing I have, a huge dark space. ...

April 24, 2022 · 4 min

Ölümünden Önce

Sanki sana hiç sarılmadım, ölümünden önce, Sanki hiç öpmedim seni, ölümünden önce, Sanki hiç koklamadım seni, Dokunmadım sana, ölümünden önce, Sanki hiç görmedim gülüşünü, Aglayışını, ölümünden önce, Duymadım sesini, hissetmedim dokunuşunu, ölümünden önce, Hiç tutmadım ellerinden, ölümünden önce, Yürümedim seninle birlikte, Koşmadım seninle birlikte, Gülmedim seninle birlikte sanki hiç, ölümünden önce, Hiç sevmedim sanki seni, ölümünden önce, Şimdi sevdigim kadar. ...

April 24, 2022 · 1 min

change-in-itself

I want to change the world! ...

April 9, 2022 · 3 min

An Invisible Star

I see a star in the most beautiful blue sky. I wouldn’t want to be selfish, and keep it to myself. Naturally, I would like to share with other people. I make an attempt at showing it to them. They do not see it. I will give it another try. No, they do not see it. I am puzzled. What’s going on? Let’s take a journey in a dark sky and see how much fuel we can consume, if we ever reach a destination. ...

April 3, 2022 · 3 min

The Crying Baby

I feel fearless today. I would like to take a random flight. My thoughts flow as fast as the plane, and I am already in the air cruising. I have a couple sitting in the front row, with their lovely baby. An angel. While I enjoy entertaining the possibilities of a plane crush, the angel baby becomes a crying baby. ...

March 12, 2022 · 3 min

Board and Mirror

Hey lovely people! I would like to share my story with a white board and a full body mirror (from here on, referred as simply mirror), and tell you how they are similar even though they are different. Finally, from those two steps how I reached the complete design of my dream room. I will give you a detailed picture of my future personal space. ...

January 16, 2022 · 3 min