time

time is becoming. time is unbeing. ...

January 1, 2026 · 1 min

Moment

Can you get to the kitchen, Without getting lost? ...

December 28, 2025 · 2 min

I Love My Job Again

I am drunk again most recently. This time from drinking too much AI. ...

November 6, 2025 · 7 min

Meditation in JVM

I’ve noticed something many times: after a busy programming day at work, my mind feels cloudy, full, and overloaded. I take some time to sit right after work. After a meditation session, the mind feels clean and fresh again. Java Garbage Collectors work for my applications; meditation works for my mind. I couldn’t help but notice the parallel: meditation is to the mind what a garbage collector is to the JVM. ...

September 30, 2025 · 5 min

Safety and Security

I was in Dhamma Mahi in France for the first time. I would like to share some of the experiences I had during my stay there. ...

September 8, 2025 · 7 min

İstiklal Marşı'm

Ara ara aklıma İstiklal Marşı’nın şu satırı gelir: hangi çılgın bana zincir vuracakmış! şaşarım. Güçlü hissetmeye ihtiyacım olduğunda veya güçlü hissettiğimde bir ışık gibi yanar zihnimde. Son zamanlarda başka bir satır daha canlanmaya başladı: yurdumu alçaklara uğratma sakın. Diğer satırları hatırlamaya çalıştım, uzun yıllar oldu okumalı, unutmuşum. Ancak bu sabah bir daha satır satır okumak istedim. Bana görünmek isteyen bir şey vardı sanki. ...

August 10, 2025 · 8 min

Invitations

I am sitting on the balcony this morning, enjoying coffee — from pot to white mug. It tastes like coffee. ...

August 3, 2025 · 5 min

Another Morning

It is not just another morning, it is just a morning. Is it even? Morning. What is it? Words are thieves. They steal what is. ...

June 26, 2025 · 5 min

Existence is a Burden

Another one of those days again. ...

June 19, 2025 · 4 min

Abraham and the Buddha

I would like to read Abraham’s story in the light of the Buddha’s teaching, and I would like to understand the Buddha’s teaching in the light of Abraham’s story. I will also sprinkle a bit of Western philosophy. I am not well-educated or deeply researched on any of these topics, and I do not want to say anything offensive. I simply want to scratch an itch of mine. Let’s see how this goes. ...

January 25, 2025 · 6 min