Land on Ocean

I am here again. Let’s go. Where will you take us this time? ...

November 21, 2025 · 3 min

You Are Taken

you are taken. In the moment you are given. you appear to only disappear, I cannot touch you, I cannot get close to you, I cannot move my arm, I cannot move my eyes, ...

November 20, 2025 · 1 min

A Witnessing Service

I stopped journaling daily since the last 3 weeks. I feel like a stranger in a place that made me feel at home for a long time. I don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t feel like I belong here anymore. I am worried about writing these days. ...

November 16, 2025 · 7 min

Stillness

Imagine a stillness. The world stops. The whole universe stops. Wind stops. ...

November 10, 2025 · 1 min

I Love My Job Again

I am drunk again most recently. This time from drinking too much AI. ...

November 6, 2025 · 7 min

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he is here. where nowhere is. ...

October 30, 2025 · 1 min

Hani Neredesin?

Bir futbol maçı izliyordu. Oyunculardan birindeydi dikkati. Diğerleri ona faul yapıyorlardı. ...

October 12, 2025 · 2 min

Pull All Sides

Kahvaltıdan sonra kahvemi aldım, yollara düştüm. Şu an evden çok uzakta olmayan ama bilmediğim bir yerdeyim. Gitmek istediğim belli bir yer yoktu — kafamda farklı fikirler dolansa da kendimi burada buldum. ...

October 11, 2025 · 2 min

Meditation in JVM

I’ve noticed something many times: after a busy programming day at work, my mind feels cloudy, full, and overloaded. I take some time to sit right after work. After a meditation session, the mind feels clean and fresh again. Java Garbage Collectors work for my applications; meditation works for my mind. I couldn’t help but notice the parallel: meditation is to the mind what a garbage collector is to the JVM. ...

September 30, 2025 · 5 min

Safety and Security

I was in Dhamma Mahi in France for the first time. I would like to share some of the experiences I had during my stay there. ...

September 8, 2025 · 7 min